I was really small when I got to know this ... the word always used to say my mother and gave her a meaning that has stayed with me in forever. She liked to say-see your father is an honest man, so we have nothing! -
I thought to myself that something had to be very important if, not having anything of my father, my mother made her so proud of him . And then I began to think the same way ... you have nothing but you're honest, great quality but ... how much suffering and distress involved for me and my brothers .. his honesty interfaced with our renunciation of all that the other kids were thinking ... I am heartened that after all the others had not the honesty and, therefore, were dishonest.
I had come to be larger in order to straighten the shot, when it was my father who disappointed me, putting me in the face of a situation of poverty no longer due to the lack of honesty, but work had undergone circumstances that there I'm telling, but which served to give another perspective ... that honesty towards oneself and the people who are close, a responsibility che si assume nel momento stesso in cui nasci e che cammina di pari passo con la coerenza.
E’ arrivato il momento in cui ho cominciato a camminare da sola ed ancora le stesse raccomandazioni da parte di mia madre sempre su questa onestà che avrei dovuto mantenere ad ogni costo…la cosa cominciava a darmi parecchio fastidio se mi guardavo indietro e il risultato era che l’onestà certo non dava benessere e comodità…però chissà perché ,ogni volta che mi accadeva di trovarmi di fronte a qualcosa ,che mi poteva costringere a rinunciare al mio modo di essere, quelle parole mi tornavano in mente…beh è parecchio difficile rifare il cammino di rinuncia in nome dell’onestà and when you're used to, have won only one for you is difficult to change and come back.
But now that life overwhelms you then with all his experience and start taking shots on shots and will pass by people who just honestly do not speak, do not even know what it is and you walk for an exalted or Worse still a bitch, even an inability to get rid of the teachings now obsolete.
In the meantime, you realize that much of society is made of adultery, even worse, thieves, those who do not look at anyone but to take as much as possible and get rich beyond measure. You realize that the only model di vita di riferimento è fatto di questo..di disonestà perché l’unico che ti consente di avere, di apparire, di comandare ,di esserci ,mentre tutti gli altri gli onesti diventano invisibili, quasi inutili …
A cosa è servito, ti chiedi, aver vissuto rinunciando in nome di un valore che non esiste più????? Però poi guardi dentro te stessa e dici: è valsa la pena, perché ho davvero qualcosa che gli altri devono conquistare ancora e per questo è un bene prezioso.
(Angela)
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